The other day I came across such a soul who is an incredibly wealthy, powerful, spiritual woman who was sharing a message about how God supports your dreams and desires, and with her message, she shared a gorgeous picture of herself wearing a beautiful dress dancing in the street.
However there was one person who felt the need to tell her that God had given her what she wanted but now she should respect God’s wishes and give him what he wants by covering up her body and not wear exposing dresses that offend the eyes (the only thing exposed was her neck and upper chest area, nothing revealing at all!).
And to be honest, I felt triggered, I felt like telling this person to piss off and that she can wear whatever the hell she wants to wear.
But I took a moment to look at what this moment was showing me about me that needed to be healed, addressed, loved, and released.
When I acknowledged the trigger within me and asked her what she wanted me to know, the response I got was a suppressed part of my being who felt rage at being told what she should be saying, doing, wearing, acting, and being in order to keep other people happy.
There was also an old energetic thread I’d been unconsciously carrying from a previous toxic, abusive, and controlling relationship from years ago where my partner at the time felt it was his God given duty to tell a woman what she could and could not wear that bubbled up in my memory.
I then asked that part of me what she needed in order to feel safe, loved, valued, cherished, and free to express herself and she said “you do and be all of you, fuck what anyone else thinks.”
I then felt an energetic shift take place at that moment where I felt a sense of liberation, a sense of knowing that we are all safe to show up, shine and share and wear whatever the hell we want and no one else has control over that.
And if people want to judge and condemn you for being you, that’s their problem, not yours, and is a reflection of their own beliefs, projections, and truths, not yours.
But how many times do we censor ourselves, keep quiet, play small, dim our lights so others won’t judge, censor, condemn, or even hurt us?
Living like this is toxic as hell. At the end of the day, it doesn’t matter what other people think but only what you choose to think about yourself that does.
In order to push past your fears of showing up and shining is to just show up and share what wants to be expressed through you no matter how messy, uncomfortable or unknown it is. Because when you do bit by bit you free your soul and unique expression and purpose into this world.
You are always going to get the haters, I’ve been in this game long enough where I’ve had:
• Religious fanatics tell me I’m the devil and do the devil’s work because I can see, hear and feel higher frequencies of consciousness (a.k.a Angels).
• I’ve been sent hate messages by so-called spiritually enlightened people.
• I’ve been sexually harassed on social media and have been sent unwanted and offensive dick pics by random dudes in relation to me wearing a nice dress in a photo I posted.
• I’ve been told my voice is super annoying and I should just shut the f*** up, that I look like a drowned rat, that I’m too loud, too much etc.
I’ve noticed these unpleasant judgments and experiences inflicted on me by others usually come at a time when I’m starting to show up and own more of who I am.
As I ignore them and keep trusting more in the divine within me and keep showing up anyway cause they’re not the people I am here to serve, I find they eventually stop coming into my life.
It’s like the more you own and share who you are with the world you graduate to new levels where the haters no longer affect you or stop you from doing what you were born to be and do, and they disappear because they were a mirror to your own shadows that caused a trigger to help you heal, grow and evolve into higher levels.
And if you are someone who fears the haters, remember for every hater there are 10,000 souls who will love, value, and appreciate you for showing up in the world and being you, and who want and need what you have to share.
So today’s message is an invitation and a reminder to give yourself permission to say –
“I am free to speak, share, create and express and wear whatever the f*** I want and desire, guilt and shame-free. I am deeply supported and loved by God, Angels, and all of life to live and be the full expression of me. Thank you and so it is.”
Sending you loads of love as always Angel and wishing you a fabulous week.
Love & infinite abundance,
Ellen Sirena xoxo
